A Disciple's Thread

[NoNun2]

I’m not the only one that can’t read an old school clock anymore… a girl at my school ironically said she can’t either

[NoNun2]

Who the fuck builds a multi million dollar house on rocks 6 fucking inches from high tide - you don’t deserve to have money and we want it ALLLLL

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Kevin told me to leave that way and that’s wheee my navigation took me

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Never spoke to his ass again

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They making noises outside again…

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Money doesn’t impress me character does… and I ALWAYS had a 10 until you got to them too

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My ex he’ll mate said my location showed as my house when I was at school and then they changed my Apple ID password

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I catch you fucking stalking me and you’re fucking dead and I never meant anything more before

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Get off my phone, leave me and my family alone and fucking pay me restitution as soon as possible… my moms sick and I never got my dream of getting her house back I’ll be damned if I can’t pay her back either

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I was gonna write a book with my and my gmas emails back and forth and she died bating me too

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Hating*

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I loved my gma every time I checked her for how she was raised she always said ohhh and listened - she actually used to collect rent in black neighborhoods and even had friends… Thad’s how she knew how to rag my hair instead of curlers

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And my father was only 3rd generation in… I’ll take the hit for the cause but if you don’t get them racist assholes away from me I swear

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She died the day she met mg hall mate… I’m sorry I’m confused and thought I finally found my one

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AGAIN

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When I was being raped I sewed that cookie doll and asked God nor yet not when I’m like this

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She even gave me the angel I bought her back to me

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What the fuck kids did you tell my GMA?

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Lies*

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Them bullies forcing my type like this gonna die too

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It’s the only time I get this sick… when I start typing wrong words and die to myself and shit

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It hurt and I was really confused and my family won’t tell me anything either

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I just need him until I get out of school but you can have that one too… any fucking one you want cause mines wouldn’t

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They knew how close me and my gma were it’s the same time my cpu started saying jwww to me

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Thought it was just the song

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I don’t want to be in their world like this… when do they stop forcing my body

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Because you watched the entire thing and knew I was innocent and you helped them… you above the law freaks gave me brain damage on purpose

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And still won’t stop

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I have 39 tests to prove I was not a drug addict - why does that bank torture and rape anyway?

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Why are they legally allowed to do anything they want to me

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I had a gold silk tank in my license picture and the one they sent was me in a yellow sports bra I was too stupid and forgot to say anything cause I was sober

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They always try to take my cosss and make me trash

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Idek know when or how or who did that - I didn’t even notice or miss a beat like usual - I don’t want to live my life forced to share my body while they try to type thru me either… it’s my body and I refuse to share it

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Idek know when or how or who did that - I didn’t even notice or miss a beat like usual - I don’t want to live my life forced to share my body while they try to type thru me either… it’s my body and I refuse to share it

[NoNun2]

Because I saw the same people at Walmart then cvs u forget to check if they followed me home and my coffee went missing who is fucking with my head and body and why?

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Are they coming into my homes again?

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Pac if Marissa and Kevin are with you I swear to god im out even if it’s you CHOOSE

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Melissa*

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I don’t want anything to do with anybody ever again… I’ll talk to my hell mate until I get out of school and won’t be stupid ever again - I don’t understand why people even pretend to love me… I’m glad I’m not like that

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This shit not a game and I never even signed up for it

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They take my class and give me trash and it’s not fair that I just want my god and body back I just spit up a pill

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How did THEIR cod get MY body?

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God* I just want my god and body and free will back

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He’s cross

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Gross*

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And ugly and weird and a heorine addict - wuy are they trying to surround me with heorine addicts anyway?

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Not since like 05 wtf

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Never had NOTHIJG to do with heorine EVER and never will

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I left when they went to crack

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I don’t want to live like them I don’t like it and it makes me sick who is trying to force me to and why ?

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How do I get my body back and stop being forced to share my body with some disgusting enemy

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I hear them all every day and they make me ugly everyday too… why are they allowed to change how my god made me look?

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I hear his disgusting scratchy voice

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I want them all in jail and away from me once and for all

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They get to everybody…

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I want some type of life back and not living like this

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What do I have to do to get my god and my body and my civil rites back? NOW

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I rather kill then be like them…

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He’s repulsive and thumbs make me want to throw up they’re so ugly

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I get so scared my thumbs are starting to look like that

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No way in hell stop trying to change me I rather kill then let them

[NoNun2]

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My dream was to get married in a traditional family and I tried to sell my soul for kids LMFAO but now there is nothing he can offer me… I don’t want kids anymore - just the daughter I never knew I already had

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Idk how the fuck they did that for real… but it’s funny looking at the pics like the throw up on my school pic

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On my shirt in my school pic*

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I also wanted to work in the city and as a personal assistant too

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I’m the movie “the devil wears Prada” and “a good day”

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I loved being an executive assistant and I really hate that I’m too sick to go back

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I want to write now and get paid for it and not giving up until I do

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My hell mate has a story too… I’m trying to get us both paid… I understand why he didn’t take the 5 years and snitch… but they didn’t have to give him 26

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I think threatening people with more time if they go to trial is bribery and not fair and is against their civil rights too

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Because the constitution says we have the right to a fair trial - that shit not fair

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He likes older woman she was sucking his dick and her daughter walked in, he took the charge and she dissed him and left him in jail anyway type bitch and I believe him - how somebody force you ro suck their dick and not even have a weapon

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I want him off the list too

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He has the snitching rule confused - yes with your boys - no to that bitch

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He’s a bitch magnet - it’s actually really annoying how many woman hit on him

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Guess it’s not my problem anymore

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His other gf is older and I put up with her because I felt guilty about leaving him in jail when I started getting hit

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But 3? That’s when I say hell no… but the fucked up part is he left me and I want to know for who cause he’s not getting me back now either

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Friends and that’s it

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I don’t even trust him as a hell mate anymore

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26 years AND the list? Oh hell no… wish I was a lawyer he didn’t even kill anybody… but he’s “get your ass in the trunk”

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Robbed them and put them in the trunk when he left… I’m probably saying too much though

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He was 17 or 18 when he was arrested and put in jail (maybe 19 by the time he went to jail) and that’s SOOOO fucked up

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His 2 kids are prior and I’m really glad he had them young too… even though his son that I loved hates me now too

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We were in the car and my roads cut off and I kept screaming at my bf who was driving, then I called and cursed him out in front of him by accident

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You halluncosnt when driving and it looks like you’re gonna run off the road… I think that’s what happened to Ming too

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Ming died in a car accident a couple of years ago

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If I was driving that night all 3 of us would’ve been dead

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I tried to send back the sick shit and seen accidents everywhere after… that bitch is so fucking stupid for real

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It’s all about her right?

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I said I was tired of her ugliness meaning attitude but it’s funny cause the more evil she did the uglier she got body wise too LMFAO

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I fine with the break up cause I’m loyal to pac but I need to know if he’s alive or not cause otherwise if I need to move on I never will… I waited 8 years

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I’ve been dodging car accidents since like the 90s… my ex used to laugh like how you do that but I don’t think that shit funny at all

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And my last thing to add… you should have to take a test to be a psych like the army give cause most people are in the field cause it interests them for themselves and the education makes them lethal too

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Hence my auntie

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My dad told me what went on in his house growing up

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How the fuck you work for the government on ptsd studies, you intentionally cause the ptsd AND on your own family when it’s illegal to work on family members - but she get away with that

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LETHAL

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I feel like a toy not a person and everybody know how to do it

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Everybody know how to do it cause she’d show anyone that would listen and it went viral - kids included and my neice can testify to that if my brother let her

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Cause when I woke up at the wedding breakfast my nieces friend was saying to her that you know working on family members is illegal

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My psych went to Dartmoth and Harvard and I finally trust one again

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Here not regulated and can purge their files every 7 years… my Brain damage as a result does not go away in 7 years - I think they should follow the same rules as medical since they can fuck you the hell up too

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I’m trying to figure out how to sue for malpractice cause strahl had a legal obligation to tell the police about my rape and didn’t… they found out when I stole the Lex running for my life… now I laugh like damn you can fake the girl out the hood but you will never take the hood out of her lol

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I used to be good at picking locks and stealing my families cars

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I went to an alternative school and obviously was a juvie too…I guess I turned it all around when I got into IBM I knew it was a long shot blessing but I was good at something legal now too

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I aced a computer test by accident but used to be really good at computers, they were intuitive to me

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I haven’t touched one only at school since I fucked up a copy and paste on an interview and was pissed - I never want to see a compute again

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I’m mad that dissavkry won’t approve me cause they don’t know what it feels like to lose a job cause you fucked up - let alone like 4

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Dissabilty*

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All they have to do is read the side effects from all my meds and tell me how to function thru that

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I’ve been in school 3 years and it’s a 1 year program

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I can do hair though… I think… as long as it’s not a morning ful time position

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I want to throw up… I can’t believe we are broken up

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I haven’t ate in like 3 days

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I wish I never tried to date again

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It would’ve been my 6th divorce - it just doesn’t work with anybody and I’m fine with that now

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It still hurts though

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I would’ve said yes to 6 of them

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3 people have asked me and this last one is the only one I said ok to

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Cause I’m traditional the only reason I believe in divorce is if it is life or death

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I take promises to god serous

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It’s why I’ve never messed with or dated a married man

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I ain’t fucking with god or their promise to him either

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All is fair until the rings go on though LOL

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I’m not taking mine off.. I get better tips and men don’t hit on me

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I get angry when certain men look at me now but I refuse to let this shit damage me

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My bf asks me why I wear make up then and it’s because I’m not gonna let them make me let myself go… oh hell no

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Idk how I’m gonna sleep tonight - this pir in my stomach

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Pit*

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Fuck love, I’m staying single until I die… unless pac still alive

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They joy doesn’t equal our to the pain- it’s actually what causes it

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Guess I go back to ice but at least now I know why I didn’t know how to make love now… I did and it’s overrated too

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I can’t believe how long it’s been since I’ve had a psychotic episode but it scares me too… what if it’s the big one, the one they can’t bring me back from

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Don’t let them fuck with my head and my phone please - it’s like they trying to

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My biggest fear was my body still being here but my mind not… so they went and did that too

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I just want to know who is serving me my worst nightmares and everything I hate

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Mostly… and WHY?

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And WHO?

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Nobody will tell me what the fuck is going on

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I don’t have any friends left cause Jayme died and everyone else think it’s ok to disrespect me

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Not ever to my face though

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I can’t believe he left me for his new gf

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But still wanna act like we cool

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The only thing I asked was wait until I get out of school and he couldn’t even do that

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At least I made it thru half my class tonight - they so tired of me too lol

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His location was an Italian restaurant last week and he was fronting like he was there with his cousin and I’m a make him stay with that bitch now too

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I want to fucking throw up again

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I just want this shit to be over… can someone just pay us so I can run away?

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I still don’t know who was stalking me who still is… I just want it to be over it’s sick and not fair

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Why everybody just let him?

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How do I just make sure this is all OVER!!!!

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Just pay us so I can heal PLEASE!!!!

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My Alexa went off for no reason - he’s still doing it the sick freak

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15 fucking years… when is it just over?

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How did they make hurting me legal?

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I hate when you want to cry you can’t and when you don’t want to you do

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Nobody will help me get free

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Make them stop stalking me ��

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I guess im a try to go to sleep…

[NoNun2]

[NoNun2]

I don’t box shadows cause the shadows I see are kids… I did swing once and still feel bad - anyways I was in NC thru he worst of it and knew I had a child shadow there… anyways I’m watching tv and I feel her run to me saying sorry sorry and I got lit the f up - it was funny but we feel things physically - it felt like static like the old tv buzz slash fire.or disintegrating, burning, etc - taking notes for movie too

[NoNun2]

I didn’t have a step dad until I was 21 though and

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I didn’t have a step dad until I was 21 though and