A Disciple's Thread

[NoNun2]

[NoNun2]

I always loved the song but it hits different tonight… totally love it

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Music made me better when psych got me all fucked up - not all of psych some of it

[NoNun2]

Why do my boy friends have fuck then if they’re my friends though? ATM told me that he said don’t be friends with her or I have to fuck them. I was just standing up for what was coming for me if I actually did sould

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You ain’t special bitch

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Have to fuck them*

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So that was how that had happened huh - that’s a long time

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I’m waiting for the man that wouldn’t do me like that

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I have like 2 friends that wouldn’t

[Candy]

Respect

[NoNun2]

I waited for you to come back for 8 years… why would you now?

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Sick as fuck only got 3 hours sleep… I’m going to hibernate until Tuesday

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I’m broken

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I’m hurt…

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Cause I don’t want to be friends with people that play games like that

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And I definitely didn’t deserve to be the object of it

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This one definitely almost had me… I even put my ring on pac

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OUR family ring

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Sorry for being a stupid bitch again

[NoNun2]

Cause I don’t want to be friends with people that play games like that

[NoNun2]

Cause I don’t want to be friends with people that play games like that

I wrote in marker in the notebook that “you will never rape me again” and had the blanket they peed on, the hair in my shower that wasn’t mine, a sock and MAD evidence to prove it and I told the cop that too… nope Cheryl goes back to mental

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I showed to officer the huge garbage bag of evidence in my closet

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They didn’t give a fuck… it makes me feel like Raleigh police dirty - until I realized the cop that shot me up in the ambulance didn’t even have a cop car so I’m just like was any of them real police?

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“Told my girl to get the fuck down”

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Just cause I’m a souldier doesn’t mean I’m not a woman cause I’m not even bi

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Shit got real at swap spit

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I didn’t know who was doing it or how many… lucky it was just one twisted psych I think

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You know they tried to blame flex after I already caught them snitching on him and setting him up the first time?

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My blue tooth name was flex

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I know for fact someone that could and would do all that was not too stupid to make an anonymous blue tooth name

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It’s the feds… they refuse to admit that they were wrong I feel

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And I was almost military myself and it hurts my heart

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You were wrong… ok?

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And even more wrong to sit there and watch and let them

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I feel them stupid bitches in my flesh and it makes me so mad that I don’t know how to get them out

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It feels gross

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They’re gross

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I only tell when it’s in my man’s target - I caught a lot - the truth been told - and it’s solved

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I pick up on conversations and stuff

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I want to throw up just thinking about it

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Stop throwing pussy at my man he was locked up for 26 years

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J think that by now he should’ve curbed it… me? I’m just like idk it makes me mad insecure too

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I can’t stick to my word about some things lately and it’s irritating me

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Nah I have no clue how he’d even find the time to