not what I usually do but had an hour to kill so...
There’s one daily reminder that I got left behind
That’s...
Havin a twin with two kids and seeing them shine
‘Always thought that someday 1 or 2 seeds would be mine
And with hindsight I wouldn’t have taken my time
Cos until 32, yes ye guessed right, I was fine...
Blind to the possibility that it came down the line
Apparently its rare, like I care, ‘won’t repair my mind
Won’t be any less confined, no, I’ve just missed my time!
On a downward spiral, tryna resist the twitch to resign
Cos making the switch to this bitch of a life...
...Isn’t a switch that I like, it’s far too stiff of a hike
For so little a difference... just more of the shite
It’s a permanent eclipse of my personal light
Only brightness...
Will be the flames cremating whats left of my defective plight
But for the record...
‘I chose life’ only it chose my brother to like
I’m not bitter, or a quitter, just DQ’d from the fight
And I truly hope him and his kids stay alright
I’ll keep my fingers crossed till the day I die in the night
Or the day I decide that the timing is right
But for now...
I try to keep rhyming, my release, my only respite
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