for real get at me
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living for no tomorrow,you feel when you've a soul thats hollow,
body a pessimistic bottle, half empty with alcohol & sorrow,
when altercations turn to riots with soulless shells on auto pilot
why be violent? as my days tick away & decay i seek peace & quiet,
to the cops im just a box, whether in the ground or equipped with locks,
wont catch me quick as a fox, til holes in my chest like holes in my socks,
erratic heart beats, chest on fire no sleep in the fetal position,
clutchin ribs in submission,take me to that better place I envision
so i imagine the sea & sand beneath me, but cant seem to reach,
an island or the beach, all i see is hells flames, steam, & heat,
my hair singed, where does the skin end and the burns begin,
i seek aid in jesus but i appear two faced can i turn to him?
fate is inevitable,when wrong is right,so what is ethical?
"the darkness will envelop you" as you end up the devil's fool,
at the apocalypse standing on the edge of the abyss,
with wind flowing through my limbs steppin off these cliffs,
a freefall into Satans palm, but i feel a frost in my chest,
i touch my collar to check, ive lost the cross from my neck,
wake in the hospital,it happens.. the secret passion i keep
im under a paradox like the heartattacks in my sleep