Hard Day
Even when I was sleeping I kept waking up literally feeling like my enemies inside my own flesh
Idk how to get them out of me or deal with all the rest
Less then a person and I don’t know why
Counting the time at school… in 46 minutes I can cry
I didn’t make it… I ran out of there cause I couldn’t stop the tears streaming down my face
Why everyone sleep me like they don’t even care and I’m so easy to replace
I hate life, it gave me nothing I wanted
Just a bunch of fake ass friends, sick stalkers, and bfs who fronted
And the rest of what it feels like when you’re never got what you wanted
I wish I knew what I did wrong to not even deserve a friend or a place to belong
I always wished in best heart
And maybe that’s it - this world just became to evil and dark
And I’ll never be where I fit
I don’t even want to make my mark
Or to be loved when I’m gone
That shit would make me sa mad
I resent that I have to be this sad cause someone else think that’s how you write a good song
Noody in this earth even cared that they slept me and raped me publicly and won’t ever stop but I’m the one wrong?
God… what did I do to make you hate me and think less of me
When all I ever fucking wanted was a child qnd my own family
I’m with my dad and wish I could just drink myself to death too
But I know god will still say that’s still suicide 2
I have to ask for every dime that I spend
I can’t live alone now and every time I try to get back up they just knock me back down again
Then act like it’s all good cause I’m so silly and dilly they think I’d be desperate for a friend
And forgive them
Yeah right…
That’s when the sick ass freak moves in
THEN I go to jail for the rest the f my life cause I ice pick him
Well bring it on then…
Do you understand that NOTHING can make this ok
NOT A THING you can do and again now I refuse to pray
It’s just been a really hard day
I’m
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No one had any rite to do this to me
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